"One way or another, the bleeding always stops." -family saying

i didn't think i was going to make it at one o' clock,
but i did.

good moments of today:
1. talking to my mom on the phone
(its amazing that she can put up with
my crazy babbling for so long)
2. watching Apocalypse Now documentary
in class
3. finding money in my purse (thank
goodness for my poor memory)
4. bicycle!
5. early morning dreams (lovely)

even my pessimism can't kill that...

what ways there are
to reach!
in this life
we must only grasp
for anything
as we fall to our feet.

alone again, naturally by Gilbert O'Sullivan
if i could talk i'd tell you by the lemonheads
stars and sons by broken social scene

ps habib, i'm excited you are coming home!