people who make sweeping generalizations are assholes.

Chelsea Girls by Nico

"I don't feel I need to explain my art to you, Warren." - Empire Records

Crazy by Gnarls Barkley
(so much of the goodness)

Turn Da Lights Off by Tweet feat. Missy Elliott
&
Standing Outside of a Broken Telephone
by Primative Radio Gods

at least Boris the Spider won't be spinning his
web anymore...

music that i am STILL listening to
despite myself:

breathe me by sia
blue light by bloc party
peach, plumb, pear by joanna newsom
m by radiohead

why, why must they do THAT in the library!
ass clowns
and probably future members of congress...
now im depressed...

"I would never say "boobs", I'm an English teacher! Breasts... I would say breasts." -Pretty Persuasion

3rd Planet by Modest Mouse
(that's how the world began and that's how the world will end)

actually i prefer mandy inner-galactic space prostitute...

the weather makes me feel like i'm
back at the sound
"beautiful"

[a long series of flashing unrelated images
that should make you a citizen]

you must submit.
submit!
to all of it
submit!
though it makes
no sense
at all
submit
to the mindfuck.
submit!
now and forever
submit!

Manitoba by Tapes n' Tapes
and Linger by The Matheletes

the smell of rain
is slowly improving my perspective
on life

i hate myself for being down

The Way Things Go by The Octopus Project

it just couldn't last.

so i guess i'm just a really big bitch.

what is this like day 13?

i have no fucking idea what is going on...

so this is an emotional rollar coaster.
i think i'm getting nauceus.

Worry Worry by Fiery Furnaces
&
Lips Like Sugar by Echo & The Bunnymen

fuck yea life.
i just couldn't even begin to explain
what the hell is happening.
but i'm not benched yet!

i also have had enough
chocolate and caffeine to
kill a small horse.

oh, mystery
you are my only accomplice

see Compartment Song by
The Tasteful Nudes
and Laid
by Matt Nathanson

oh MR. -----, you my friend
are the cowardly lion
weaving your way through
a neverending cabbage patch

so dead bird=bad omen
si.

Early 70's Gymnastics by Black Moth Super Rainbow
Oh To Be in Love by Kate Bush
The Purple Bottle by Animal Collective

some rain would be cool...

he's hoping i will forget
if he sticks around for long enough
but he bears too much a resemblence
to the person he was before
it makes me ill to think about

* * * * * * * * * * * * * *

i rushed home
from life to life
asleep
my dreams waiting
to not be remembered
my days re membered, past

and i yearn
for the strength and courage
to sucker punch moments
so that they may swell
and ripen blackened blue
like sweetest night
-Saul Williams


The lust and insanity continue as the day
looks more and more like night and time
continues to move past as i refuse to pay
notice (5 songs for that):

Respectable by Nellie McKay
Crystal by New Order
Flux=rad by Pavement
Light My Fire by The Doors
Fast Car by Xiu Xiu

today turned out to have dark tones.
dark.
sad.

creepy ass shit tonite...
i'm going crazy...

see I'll Die by Floetry

ho don't violate me.

how is it that everything works out despite my
greatest effort to destroy things?
remarkable.

"Fuck you, assman!" -The Squid and the Whale

f.
f-ing.
f.
stabby stab face.
i don't know where i want to be
but it is not here...
too many complications
and equations
i feel like i'm standing still
in the middle
of a parade.
(fuck.)

how sad that i am doing this insted of my work.
why?
who knows...

to she that is leaving...
i want to apologize for not feigning sadness
well enough...you always told me i was a bad
liar.
(tear.)

"You want to know the equation for a poem?
Time and lust." - a professor
(its like he's read my poetry)

(insert long lines of obscenities here)

dry.
serious.
dry.
serious.
i am irritating myself.
if only there was an ointment for that...

oh, bus strikes...
if only we could just strike the man
into submission.
or strike fear into their hearts.
but sadly the man does not have a heart
only a 401k.

see Everyday People by Arrested development

the sun shining and everything is going to be
just fine (repeat as many times as needed to
convince onself)

why can't someone else solve my problems?

i love a man with tats
(not tits)
(hahahaha)
i'm hysterical in every sense of the word

see good times by the animals

"Her drama was a drama not of heaviness
but of lightness. What fell to her lot was not
the burden but the unbearable lighness
of being." -milan kundera

so it goes.

see I Want to Break Free by Queen