I am depressed and this is my new favorite song:
Bonnie and Clyde by Brigette Bardot and Serge Gainsbourg

The weather is so nice and everything seems to be vibrating with an uneasy yet intoxicating potential.

dazing off 

a

nd gritting my teeth. 

Sentimental for things that never happened and everything feels like bliss and romance tonight even though nothing is happening now. Probably the snow.

Lonely Bell - Jack Blanchard & Misty Morgan
&
Silver Soul - Beach House
&
Beauty - The Shivers

I am the ms. havisham of the house, because every house needs one.

listening to violent femmes and dancing in a horrifying manner.

Sometimes I feel like a dying tree branch. Ugly and dangerous.

I think I keep waiting for something that is never gonna happen.

even the most responsible drinker may need financial advice at 11:30 pm. 

Everything is a little wonky for everyone but tommorow is 56 Up day and that can't help but put things into perspective.

I think thinly veiled despondency is appropriate for day 2 of the new year. It is never too early to start getting maybe I can work the new year backwards this year.

Things I am imaging doing:
1. Smoking
2. Making out
3. Fighting
4. Breaking glass objects with aplomb
5. Looking cool