Feeling bummed out like a teenager.

The night time is the right time.

October is taking me in, and pouring me a hot cup of coffee, like an old friend.

Please see: Men's Needs - The Cribs

Excuses - The Morning Benders

I Can Change - LCD Soundsystem

I believe, in your profession, it's called... 'Nostalgia'.

The Master (2012)

the more I know, the less I wish I knew. at least there are still adorable head stones and weird movies to see.

I wish it would.

I cannot tell if life is deciding for me,
or 
if I am deciding my life.
Somehow I think this a trick question and the answer is no.

I am surprised my brain doesn't ever just burn out from obsessive thought, but it will not shut off. It is pretty noisy in there. Like a mental riot.

Please see:

I Want You - Summer Camp
&
Ghost Train - Summer Camp

I think I may be in a caught,

 Very much in the way I want to be. 

self reflexivity has hit an all time low, have decided that my emotional state sounds like a nail polish color, "listless frenzy melancholy", orange red with sepia tones.

listening to: Kurt Vile