found old journal.
angsty & hilarious.

"Those flowers are peering at me, looking over then sliding their eyes away before I can catch their stare. But I know it. I see it. They cannot hide it. Why the hell are they staring at me?! Ripping me inside out. Telling me what to do. Beautiful bursts of red color radiating my mind. Stop it please! I acknowledge your beauty, I cannot receive your message. Leave me alone, oh, please."

It also sounds like I may have possibly been on psychedelics...
but really, not much has changed...scary...

and sleep.

not listening to anything right now and it is really starting to piss me off.