[three unrelated verses]

I.
you stand so close
you are so close
so close
tormenting
with you presence
II.
slow motion
moving picture
reeling
through images
that stop
my heart
III.
the bad ball
forms
just above
the spine

fuck fuck
push push
[just leave me]
[please]
eyes the edge
of the socket
brown
clouds in my peripheral vision
and i roll back
swiftly
to the floor
unable to speak
unable to move
degraded
with the scent
of daytime air
i will end here
[please]

i just can't think about it...
anything...

i've been listening to the same Led Zepplin song
over
and
over
for the last five days...

my mind is a crazy place to be right now