this weekend cannot be explained,
so i will list highlights:
1. tattoos
2. yelling and dancing
3. drunk friends who you never get to see drunk.
4. laying on the floor
5. Stump's kitchen web
there are many more but my eyes are starting to close.

Take Me Down by Smashing Pumpkins
Broken Social Scene is good for imagining away
winter.

[grimace]

[grimace]

i am drunk and we still have the same stupid fucking president.
i am pissed.

i have been having long drawn out dreams that involve everyone i know
or have ever known. the dreams always take place in mansions, full of
secrets and places for intrigue. there are lots of parties and plots that
are never developed. and i keep conciously trying to push through the
dreams to get to the end. but there is never an end. nothing is resolved.
wonder where the ol' subconcious picked that up...

guilty cubicles by broken social scene
same ghost every night by wolf parade

fort.

i am an anxiety ridden individual today.
i feel like i am in unfamiliar waters.

songs for taking two deep breaths:
say yes by elliot smith
grounds fo divorce by wolf parade
bela lugosi's dead by nouvelle vague

loom.loom.loom.
oh, quiet night.

Georgia O'Keefe

last nite.
kept repeating in my head all day.
all i want, never happens over and over again.
i don't understand.
i wish i could stop thinking.
i am irritating even myself with my emo-ness.

Ceremony by New Order

i equals alone and drunk.
again.

ugh.