But I still want to touch it.

I've got an itch, that I cannot seem to scratch.

Ruined!

I want to hide inside and/or have a nervous breakdown. I also want to listen to Mazzy Star.

listening to cowboy junkies during a thunderstorm in the dark, just lovely.

This is all starting to look like well tread material.

This winter was all mind games and cold cold cold. I just need to defrost into the charming neurotic I used to be.

I also looked up the French word for heavy petting, pelotage.

listening to: Radio - Lana Del Rey 

I am not positive what the normal rate is for existential crisises in a human life, but I would guess I am currently above par? 

Rowdy Music for Unthawing from Winter:
Untutored Youth - The Hives
Abra Cadaver - The Hives
Charmer - Kings of Leon
I'm Shakin' - Jack White

* Friends *

Listening to Our Bovine Public by The Cribs

I feel like a caged animal.

Please see:

Deep Cotton - We're Far Enough From Heaven Now We Can Freak Out