Cannot sleep. Completely fixated on ridiculous assumptions that I am making about history. Panic has struck though me that I have made a perilous decision standing at my bookcase. Why didn't I try all the million times? FFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF I need to sleep but I am thinking of person who I have not seen in so long....and am unlikely to ever see again.....regret is a horrible thing in the early morning when one should be sleeping. F.f.Ff.f.f.f.f.f.f.f.f.f.ff.f.f.f.f.f.f.f

Clearly I have gone mad.