some rain would be cool...

he's hoping i will forget
if he sticks around for long enough
but he bears too much a resemblence
to the person he was before
it makes me ill to think about

* * * * * * * * * * * * * *

i rushed home
from life to life
asleep
my dreams waiting
to not be remembered
my days re membered, past

and i yearn
for the strength and courage
to sucker punch moments
so that they may swell
and ripen blackened blue
like sweetest night
-Saul Williams


The lust and insanity continue as the day
looks more and more like night and time
continues to move past as i refuse to pay
notice (5 songs for that):

Respectable by Nellie McKay
Crystal by New Order
Flux=rad by Pavement
Light My Fire by The Doors
Fast Car by Xiu Xiu