"Going Garbo", if only so I can say the phrase.

I love abandoned buildings and breakfast, we all understand eachother. I should probably not try and discuss the politics of the Middle East after four drinks, I should stick to television and charming stories.

Suspicion - Terry Stafford

so wonderful, stuck in my head and I am grateful. It is everything else in my head that I would like to do away with....

willfully distraught.

am recluse again. using books as coasters. diligently speaking to mirror.

I am close to some type of break, whether it be descent or incline has yet to be decided.

having feelings but one's that are not useful. just terribly distracting and cause me to well with regret.

memories of things that most likely didn't happen the way i remember them but still make me swoon:

peach, plum, pear - joanna newsom

moving - kate bush

it was a wonderful musical affair....

Not sleeping, listening to swan lake.

Will imagine that it is raining and I have something that I am fixated on.

Please something, happen soon.

Current Negative Proclivities:

1. Television.

2. Anxiety

3. Self doubt

4. Drinking and puzzles

had a lovely dream last night. sigh and swoon. feel much better even though it was not real.

return to hot chicken - yo la tengo

If I had to say one nice thing about death it would be that dirt smells nice and if I had to smell something for a long time dirt would be a lovely choice.

please, see:

Here She Comes Now - Velvet Underground

Thank You For the Days - The Kinks

Hearts of Iron - Handsome Furs

Where Angels Go Trouble Follows - Tommy Boyce & Bobby Hart

Echo in Your Mind - Susan Christie