From The Testament of Dr. Mabuse, 1933

night dream about person far away, sometimes the subconscious just wins.

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your singing into the phone

& calling me ridiculous

but I still want to reach you

& and smother you with looks

& all the nightime round contemplation

I want to linger on your neck

& touch your chest

& nightime will hold me

this is the way you say everything

remark on passing cars

or comment on the price of drinks

with disgust in your time

& I

wrapping the cord around my fingers

listening to you hating me

to swoon.

it is a pity more people can't experience your thoughts. just you and you probably waste them.

i am currently circling the moon. no need for anything else thank you.

(i gritted my teeth. I didn't really mean it. I Really didn't mean it. I just wanted to see your face contort with fear. Sorry.)

Listening to: Only in Dreams by Weezer- back to the times when i thought I knew what complicated and affection meant

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please leave me be, Gary Gilmore.

please also see: pumpkin seeds by devendra banhart

"She was an ugly and mean-spirited kid, but she knew how to play upon my weaknesses,

which, I admit, are deep and many." - Henry Fool

i feel bittersweet doom around stiff corners.

it's springtime.

my brain is all boozemelt and affection.

see Dirty Cartoons by Menomena