i watched "happiness" tonight.

i feel like i want to put glass in my eyes
or something else as reasonably horrible.
it never ends...(silent cries of anguish)

life is all f you man and i was like whatever man f you too and stuff...

listening to nirvana and shit

watching scenes from a marriage alone
in the dark was probably a bad decision.

"Can I just get a cup of tea?" - Grown ups

I am severely under-qualified to be running my life.
I also, for reasons unknown, have a strong affection
for documenting said issue. as well as making brief
statements with no context. yea adult me.

together -the racoteurs

Things are not going well.
In any respect.
(Other than the fact that I am well-fed, privileged,
living in America, and have a job....)

music for contemplating escape:
1. Union City Blues - Blondie
2. When my boy walks down the street - Magnetic Fields
3. It's my life - Eric Burdon & the Animals
4. Where did you sleep last night - Leadbelly
5. Apartment story - The National