depraved with a bottle of wine.

listening to sinner man by nina simone

"let nina simone rule the world!"

"Bob
One of the colors
is missing
from our world."

++++++++++++++

I.
the insects are scuttling the dark streets this evening
all crunch legs reaching across uneven pavement
moving quickly to caverns of brick
portly crusts of bodies that tottle
from one set of legs to the other.

II.
and all i do is sleep and not sleep
and dream moments that move into illusions
and in waking time i can no longer distinguish
if i really saw a shooting star or not.

III.
the ghosts are lingering with such persistence
without providing any fantasy.

i don't understand any of it.

dinner bells by wolf parade
naomi by neutral milk hotel

Hey there Dionysus.

"Hi, I'm Richie White. I'm on Probation."

Ghosts, ghosts everywhere.

Hiding.

i watched "happiness" tonight.

i feel like i want to put glass in my eyes
or something else as reasonably horrible.
it never ends...(silent cries of anguish)

life is all f you man and i was like whatever man f you too and stuff...

listening to nirvana and shit

watching scenes from a marriage alone
in the dark was probably a bad decision.

"Can I just get a cup of tea?" - Grown ups

I am severely under-qualified to be running my life.
I also, for reasons unknown, have a strong affection
for documenting said issue. as well as making brief
statements with no context. yea adult me.

together -the racoteurs

Things are not going well.
In any respect.
(Other than the fact that I am well-fed, privileged,
living in America, and have a job....)

music for contemplating escape:
1. Union City Blues - Blondie
2. When my boy walks down the street - Magnetic Fields
3. It's my life - Eric Burdon & the Animals
4. Where did you sleep last night - Leadbelly
5. Apartment story - The National

it thieves like us.

please be quiet i am imagining.
oh flesh. flesh. flesh.

I saw Rosemary's Baby today,
fantastic. More than I could have hoped for.

I also said goodbye to daniel richter.

Other than that I have just wasted the day away.